Television

So my tv hasn't been working for the past couple which sucked because it's the only way I can fall asleep. But today I plugged it back in and it worked! I have never so happy. Which is lie, but I say that whenever something good happens.

Now for my mini rant. I was reading this story on Wattpad (which is where I spend all my time) and I noticed a really bad grammatical error. Now I didn't say anything because I'm not one for confrontation but it just bothered me. The sentence was something like "Cerberus laid their heads on the bed" or something and I had a mini freak out. If you read that sentence aloud it makes absolutely no since. Just because he has many heads doesn't mean you use 'their'. That's the equivalent of me saying "Brianna put their feet on the couch" yes I have two feet but you still can't say 'their'. That only works if it's more than one person which last time I checked it wasn't. Cerberus is his name therefor you would still have to say 'his'. So instead it would say "Cerberus laid his heads on the bed" which looks and sounds much better. I'm sorry about that it just really bothered to look at that and not say anything to anyone about it.

Anyhow, I've been really getting tarot cards for all of my life problems and they haven't lied to me once about how a situation will turn out. It's nice to have something to rely on when I get concerned about dumb things. I mean I'm almost always positive anyway about what's going to happen but I like that I can check. I could possibly be psychic which would be way awesome. I usually just get a sense of things and premonitions and things like that. Like lately I've been dreaming about this boy who doesn't have a face because I guess I haven't met him yet but I can tell we a have a connection. And yes I'm one of those weird people who believes in soulmates and crap. But the dreams are becoming more frequent than they used to be and I have no clue what that means. And my future must be too screwed up because the tarot cards don't either. But for now I'll just stress about it.

Ttfn I have to go clean my room.

Friday the 13th

I had a pretty boring day today. I didn't learn a new life lesson or anything fun. I sat at school and did work. Which is super boring by the way. Oh but I did finally listen to Adele's new song and it's really good. I was waiting until some of the hype died down so I could enjoy it without having to hear it every five minutes.

I'm super excited because today is Friday the 13th which I've taken as my lucky day. And winter-guard starts next week on Tuesday and I can't wait to pick up a flag and a rifle again. If you don't know wha winter-guard is, it's basically color-guard but indoor. And if you don't know what color-guard is, we are pretty much the flag people in the marching band. You should totally check out a marching band show because there are some pretty amazing bands out there. My season just ended this past weekend and it certainly wasn't our best but I blame that on us getting a new band director. Okay I'm gonna stop ranting but I will definitely update you guys tomorrow on my really boring life.

Found

So I remembered I had a blog a long time ago and I decided to start over with it. It's nice to be able to write about my problems and get to share some of my advice with others. I'm a senior in high school now so I've had more time to experience things that I honestly didn't have a clue about. So have fun reading.

Bird

So today there was a bird outside my house on the sidewalk when I left for school. He had red crusty stuff on his beak and I thought he might just have a beak infection. When I got home my mom said he had died and she put him in the forest behind my house. She said there was nothing that a vet could have done for him.

Charlie

A few weeks before summer ended I lost my best friend Charlie the guinea pig. I cried for weeks and I still cry. I haven't thrown out his cage yet because every time I think about it I start to cry. My mom said we would do it tomorrow but I don't think I can. Has anyone else lost someone that they feel they can't live without?

Self Centered and Judging

If you ever tell yourself your not self-centered its a lie. Everybody has been self-centered at one point in their life. I'm not afraid to admit it and you shouldn't be either. But when it comes down to it when someone needs you I'm sure you're there for them.

How do you judge people? By their personality, looks, or both. If it happens to a boy I think is cute then of course its judged on looks but also on personality because if he happens to be mean and rude of course I wouldn't want to date him. If its a friend I judge completely on personality. Looks wouldn't matter. And looks don't always matter. Trust me I'm sooo not the prettiest girl. Sometimes I judge a boy based on his personality. Like for me in the seventh grade I was bullied by this boy I hardly knew. He would stick pencils in my hair and make jokes about me and from his personality I knew we would NEVER  be friends. But in the eighth grade he started to try and be nice to me. I never forgave him for seventh grade and if it wasn't for my friends it would have been the worst year of my life. So if your looking for the special someone even if it isn't for a long term relationship figure out all you can about him before you make your decision.